havent written/ posted anything/ even a picture for almost 2 months i look like a ghost, carrying no soul hanging around, no where...what did i do? after busy and tight schedule, went to Sydney for OIYP kaledioscope. Met friends, had holiday..Back there, what a crazy life. Non-stop working, dating..somehow busy with nothing. What is the meaning behind? Writing a piece of bull shit, meaning nothing...is a mess with no structure and many grammar fragments. Why should i keep on writng? Finishing a mountain of tasks with no good quality. What am i holding? Why should i continue taking more? More and more tasks are coming, i don't know how to refuse, maybe i have no choice to refuse. What am i gotta do? Acting badly with everybody, esp him when i was sick and worried. I become a bad manner person. Don't believe that i am that impatient, easy to give up and with no demand. Being 24 very very soon........ Where am i? What do i want to be? | 
